Helping those in need

Okay I am going to try and get this post out of my head. I had to finish the last post so I have gotten distracted. Not a good thing for me. (Running into trouble starting)

This blog and these past months is the most I have ever talked about my self, about the problems I deal with, with myself. I have never shared much of my feelings with anyone. Not just because I am afraid to but a lot because it's just hard to get them out. But I was on the phone with a friend who has A.S. kids and to try and give her some insight into the Asperger mind I told her about my closet days as a kids and I told her about this blog. This sent me into a panic attack(mild one)because someone close to me has got a peak into the inside of me. I've talked to someone about it. Why does this frighten me? I don't know? I really have nothing to hide, but do I? I like to hide, I feel safe. But If I can help a friend I will do it! Even if it means compromising my safe zone. I will expose myself if it means I can help those who need it.